Thursday, December 01, 2005
Weekend on the Ghats
so it was weekend and the plans that had just been plans for so long had finally come to see the light of day. eight of us packed for the two day trip and started out at twelve in the night on a special bus after having missed the last scheduled bus for the night headed to vishakapatnam. bumpy and rickety the old bus got us to our waypoint a few hours earlier than we expected. four in the morning and we had no idea what to do. the kirandul passenger etd was 0730 hours. talked about going to rk beach and other things but finally walked to the train station and has some early breakfast, got tickets and finally each of us found for ourselves a spot to read the day's news and chat up on the yet to be planned stay in the valley. the train arrived on time and there was all hell let loose as it was the only one that went into the valley. after a scramble, landed a seat next to einstein and dozed off immediately. a few hours later woke up to find the train snaking through the hills. things were looking not so good for me. the valley as going to be cold and i was already on cephalosporins for my tonsillitis. go ahead and have fun the doctor said. and so i did. then i started having my doubts. anyway, our train was late by a few hours and we finally got there in the afternoon. showers,lunches, and we were set to get some sightseeing done. the tribal museum was a bit of a let down. just what you would learn to expect from govt musuems here. a mockery. at most a distant imagery of what tribal life was like. then the drive to chaparai waterfalls. it was wonderful, so many safflower fields kind of made it look right out of ddlj. at chaparai we crossed the stream and took a few pictures on the other bank and on the way back went rock sliding in the stream. dont know if thats what its called but made it worthwhile, the trip. always saw it on national geographic or discovery and wanted to try it. at first thought i would bust my bottoms, but it was smoother ride than i thought. had to give the tonsils a break and take a leap. that was worth it. that night wasnt much but a lot of tv and tt. sunday we went to the padmapuram gardens, another waste of time. five rupees wasted to see some semi landscaped acres in the foreground of some of the most beautiful green hills one could ask for. another ride for 45 km and then came the borra caves. the place was prehistoric but the mere number of humans swarming inside could put neanderthals to shame. but was worth it even the little we saw. drive back to hill road and to vsp were uneventful at best. got some pizza hopped onto the fp and got home at around eleven, the trip was kind of fun. now if only these tonsils would let me sleep.
Monday, November 21, 2005
Crash (and Burn)
For those who havent yet seen it or for those who are oblivious of what i am talking about, crash is one of the better movies to be seen. for once there was something close to what might be an honest potrayal of what people are like. i say might be because this movie especially deals with the issue of racial behaviour dissimilarities and stereotypes. the very first scene in the movie is a mockery of what we have made for ourselves. whats is it that instigates us, drives us to belittle our fellowmen? with or without concious knowledge, certain thoughts and words are allowed in our heads that spitefully get back at our imaginary threat not with our intellectual superiority but with a cowardly jibe at the character of the minority (which it truly is not). is there a hidden satisfaction for a human mind in such actions? do those words provide a apt replacement for that jab one could not take?
what darwin would have said...
in this world. there is no place here where one is free from prejudice. each nation, state, community, society. each to itself a standing example of human behaviour. looking back, there may be evidences of such discrimination, disapproval and conformist tendencies right from the very beginning of society. it is an essential behavioural pattern. a dominant gorilla has to employ aggression, subordination and submission to establish its superiority over the other males and thus gain exclusive mating rights to its partners. this is a fundamental evolutionary function of human behaviour. over generations man has evolved from stone age when mating and feeding were paramount to an age when power, ego and lust define need. but this change in behaviour does not effectively change the hardwiring in the brain for certain processes. when in face of danger fight or flight. it is widely agreed that this is a valid and proven phenomenon with a strong evolutionary background. well is it then too hard to believe that our discriminatory skills are a similar phenomenon honed through thousands of years of struggle to be the dominant individual. well the stimuli which elicited such responses in the neanderthals are long gone. but the emotion now pours out in response to the changed challenges to the being's authority. such an authority is known to be addictive and we have seen in the history of time that it has helped into existence some of the most well known historical events. the struggle to be on top only begins when you get there. once o top the view is brilliant. sort of like a condo in the trump towers. once you have been there you dont want to go back to the street. so you resort to means, good or bad, lawful or otherwise, to stay put. this holds true for the village in the most rural extremes of the developing world as well as the cosmopolitans of the self-proclaimed developed world. none are different. and zooming out even further onto the world stage this translates into the big brother(bully?) and 'allies'.
whats in a word
why are racist comments a problem? why isn't it a state offence to abuse man with the choicest of expletives putting to shame his pedigree while a comment on the colour of his skin or country of origin leads to such intense debate and forseeable destruction. an arab is an arab, a mexican a mexican. a brown man is brown, a black man black. the inflammatory substance to these otherwise commonplace adjectives is our on creation. a perpetuation of debate on these issues continues to keep open old wounds and pepper them as well. what one asks for is not for laws on usage of certain words and certain actions but for a true and honest attempt to foster among people a sense of mutual respect. this is not possible so long as the phrase 'politically correct' has any meaning in society. society dictates politics not vice versa. because such a thought process only leads to perpetuation of what is not correct. if the chocolate is not good for the child, dont let him know it existed. let it be forgotten altogether that there were slurs and abuses. let there be an only word.
aliens? who said so.
the blatant problem of racism is being faced in the advanced countries of the world because of their own creation. the countries where immigrants come from are projected as inferior. an assocation with what is identified as inferior leads to expulsive behaviour on part of the host citizen and this followed by the retaliation. the immigrant should be identified as a citizen not just legally but also socially. uk with a sizeable muslim population could do better to identify them as an integral part of society and work toward better integration by simple directives like a public holiday for eid, inclusion in brief of their history, habit and importance in curricula, and an over all aim to not teach the budding citizens of the future any reason to identify them as alien. once such a truly global assimilation is allowed into society, it automatically becomes receptive, tolerant and understanding of diversity of cultures. this is but an example. every state today is no longer what used to be a semihomogeneous group of people with a common agenda. a nation is no longer defined by the language, religion, appearance or history. today's nations are a mosaic. each with different elements in different proportions but all together exhibiting the same common feature. diversity. so as a rule it is imperative that human society makes an attempt to redefine itself to become a more affirmative, humanitarian and tolerant being.
what darwin would have said...
in this world. there is no place here where one is free from prejudice. each nation, state, community, society. each to itself a standing example of human behaviour. looking back, there may be evidences of such discrimination, disapproval and conformist tendencies right from the very beginning of society. it is an essential behavioural pattern. a dominant gorilla has to employ aggression, subordination and submission to establish its superiority over the other males and thus gain exclusive mating rights to its partners. this is a fundamental evolutionary function of human behaviour. over generations man has evolved from stone age when mating and feeding were paramount to an age when power, ego and lust define need. but this change in behaviour does not effectively change the hardwiring in the brain for certain processes. when in face of danger fight or flight. it is widely agreed that this is a valid and proven phenomenon with a strong evolutionary background. well is it then too hard to believe that our discriminatory skills are a similar phenomenon honed through thousands of years of struggle to be the dominant individual. well the stimuli which elicited such responses in the neanderthals are long gone. but the emotion now pours out in response to the changed challenges to the being's authority. such an authority is known to be addictive and we have seen in the history of time that it has helped into existence some of the most well known historical events. the struggle to be on top only begins when you get there. once o top the view is brilliant. sort of like a condo in the trump towers. once you have been there you dont want to go back to the street. so you resort to means, good or bad, lawful or otherwise, to stay put. this holds true for the village in the most rural extremes of the developing world as well as the cosmopolitans of the self-proclaimed developed world. none are different. and zooming out even further onto the world stage this translates into the big brother(bully?) and 'allies'.
whats in a word
why are racist comments a problem? why isn't it a state offence to abuse man with the choicest of expletives putting to shame his pedigree while a comment on the colour of his skin or country of origin leads to such intense debate and forseeable destruction. an arab is an arab, a mexican a mexican. a brown man is brown, a black man black. the inflammatory substance to these otherwise commonplace adjectives is our on creation. a perpetuation of debate on these issues continues to keep open old wounds and pepper them as well. what one asks for is not for laws on usage of certain words and certain actions but for a true and honest attempt to foster among people a sense of mutual respect. this is not possible so long as the phrase 'politically correct' has any meaning in society. society dictates politics not vice versa. because such a thought process only leads to perpetuation of what is not correct. if the chocolate is not good for the child, dont let him know it existed. let it be forgotten altogether that there were slurs and abuses. let there be an only word.
aliens? who said so.
the blatant problem of racism is being faced in the advanced countries of the world because of their own creation. the countries where immigrants come from are projected as inferior. an assocation with what is identified as inferior leads to expulsive behaviour on part of the host citizen and this followed by the retaliation. the immigrant should be identified as a citizen not just legally but also socially. uk with a sizeable muslim population could do better to identify them as an integral part of society and work toward better integration by simple directives like a public holiday for eid, inclusion in brief of their history, habit and importance in curricula, and an over all aim to not teach the budding citizens of the future any reason to identify them as alien. once such a truly global assimilation is allowed into society, it automatically becomes receptive, tolerant and understanding of diversity of cultures. this is but an example. every state today is no longer what used to be a semihomogeneous group of people with a common agenda. a nation is no longer defined by the language, religion, appearance or history. today's nations are a mosaic. each with different elements in different proportions but all together exhibiting the same common feature. diversity. so as a rule it is imperative that human society makes an attempt to redefine itself to become a more affirmative, humanitarian and tolerant being.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Driving me nuts!
ok man. here goes. i made a pitch for the k750i. got it. now want to get rid of it. i mean i am not really doing so much with the phone that i need to have it. i might as well make up for the loss and get something else. i have been thinking lately.will push it off provided the price is right. but the price is never right. anyway these problems of mine never seem to end. the only way seems to be therapy or something. this gadget-madness is taking over.
was really happy today. hq called. sent in resource for my birthday and i didnt even have to say a word. i think distance has taught me some values. i understood how much they think of me. i was really happy. thankful they have been there. trying to be more responsible to them.lets see.
what should i get:
imate jam
tissot watch
hard disk mp3 player
digital camera
exteranl hard drive
only god knows. i have to make up mind and quick.
was really happy today. hq called. sent in resource for my birthday and i didnt even have to say a word. i think distance has taught me some values. i understood how much they think of me. i was really happy. thankful they have been there. trying to be more responsible to them.lets see.
what should i get:
imate jam
tissot watch
hard disk mp3 player
digital camera
exteranl hard drive
only god knows. i have to make up mind and quick.
Of times spent on US Foreign Policy
well today my exams ended. spm sucked. ten question ten marks each and three hours.
anyways screw that. spent the day with friends.
over dinner the usual conversation took place. einstein flipped and screwed the waiter multilingually. but then the topic soon shifted to something i wasnt expecting. mumu said he didnt like what i said about his business. well god knows what exactly i said but i couldnt bother less, i just cared to say what i thought and was probably even misunderstood. we all do a lot of things that anger others. so i have been on the receiving end and i am ok with giving once in a while. it was something that happened a week earlier. but anyways that lead to one thing and then another. and finally we were back talking about what us was doing around the world on its crusades. i was criticising the moves made by the country one after another. it didnt seem to please mumu, and even jafar was not too comfortable. finally mumu said i wasnt out of my "saudi" mindset. maybe. but then what ticked me off was one the reference to a saudi mindset. i begged to differ cause first there was nothing saudi about me or the opinion. two all i thought was that well there is something going on that needed to be changed. the way us was going about its business doing away with a lot of ethics and responsibility. i didnt understand why it was so difficult to change things when they claimed the intelligent american society did have an idea of the other side of this agenda.
anyway i realised that when you attack certain patriotic affiliations you would defend even if you were wrong. i would do the same. so i think i just hit the limit of the debate or may be i did push it. but irrespective of what anyone thinks what is going on is out there for the people to see and it is quite evident that these are the events that havent done any good. or brought changes the world wanted to see. but in this present unipolar world changes are not always/never for the benefit of all.
what goes up has to come down. so there is always a balance. there may be a time lag. but everything eventually eases out to a balance. or so i would convince myself.
i am strongly opinionated. argumentative. or so i have been told. but when i believe something to be true i do not yield unless there is some irrefutable proof put in my face. this is often not possible. so i cling to what i know and what i think is right. but yes in my criticism i may exceed a boundary. a bastard when called so is angered. may be it is a greater skill to put forth a criticism without inciting the unpleasant reaction of the other party. something i probably need to work on. anyways it was not too pleasant for me too. but hell these are my friends and i have to keep that in mind and everyone neednt think the way i do.
there are people out there who will agree with me.
who bear not to see the attrocities.
the unforbidden wishes of that tyrant.
and in it we all hope to see this change to a more responsible nation state.
which in all its protectionist policies does cater to do its bit to improve the world. (and i guess i should go to bed.)
anyway i have said enough to them and others on this useless topic...
there is an agenda and it will be pursued...sounds like something W would say..lol
so let it be....
anyways screw that. spent the day with friends.
over dinner the usual conversation took place. einstein flipped and screwed the waiter multilingually. but then the topic soon shifted to something i wasnt expecting. mumu said he didnt like what i said about his business. well god knows what exactly i said but i couldnt bother less, i just cared to say what i thought and was probably even misunderstood. we all do a lot of things that anger others. so i have been on the receiving end and i am ok with giving once in a while. it was something that happened a week earlier. but anyways that lead to one thing and then another. and finally we were back talking about what us was doing around the world on its crusades. i was criticising the moves made by the country one after another. it didnt seem to please mumu, and even jafar was not too comfortable. finally mumu said i wasnt out of my "saudi" mindset. maybe. but then what ticked me off was one the reference to a saudi mindset. i begged to differ cause first there was nothing saudi about me or the opinion. two all i thought was that well there is something going on that needed to be changed. the way us was going about its business doing away with a lot of ethics and responsibility. i didnt understand why it was so difficult to change things when they claimed the intelligent american society did have an idea of the other side of this agenda.
anyway i realised that when you attack certain patriotic affiliations you would defend even if you were wrong. i would do the same. so i think i just hit the limit of the debate or may be i did push it. but irrespective of what anyone thinks what is going on is out there for the people to see and it is quite evident that these are the events that havent done any good. or brought changes the world wanted to see. but in this present unipolar world changes are not always/never for the benefit of all.
what goes up has to come down. so there is always a balance. there may be a time lag. but everything eventually eases out to a balance. or so i would convince myself.
i am strongly opinionated. argumentative. or so i have been told. but when i believe something to be true i do not yield unless there is some irrefutable proof put in my face. this is often not possible. so i cling to what i know and what i think is right. but yes in my criticism i may exceed a boundary. a bastard when called so is angered. may be it is a greater skill to put forth a criticism without inciting the unpleasant reaction of the other party. something i probably need to work on. anyways it was not too pleasant for me too. but hell these are my friends and i have to keep that in mind and everyone neednt think the way i do.
there are people out there who will agree with me.
who bear not to see the attrocities.
the unforbidden wishes of that tyrant.
and in it we all hope to see this change to a more responsible nation state.
which in all its protectionist policies does cater to do its bit to improve the world. (and i guess i should go to bed.)
anyway i have said enough to them and others on this useless topic...
there is an agenda and it will be pursued...sounds like something W would say..lol
so let it be....
Friday, October 28, 2005
Driving me nuts...
ok man...here goes...i made a pitch for the k750i...got it..now want to get rid of it...i mean i am not really doing so much with the phone that i need to have it...might as well make up for the loss and get something else...been thinking lately...will push it off provided the price is right...but cant seem to find it though...anyway these problems of mine never seem to end...the only way seems to be therapy or something...this gadget-madness is taking over...
was really happy today...hq called sent in resource for my birthday and i didnt even have to say a word....i think distance teaches values...not to them but to me...i understood how much they think of me...was really happy...thankful they have been there...trying to be more responsible to them...lets see...
what should i get...
imate jam
tissot watch
hard disk mp3 player
digital camera
exteranl hard drive
only god knows...i have to make up mind quick...
was really happy today...hq called sent in resource for my birthday and i didnt even have to say a word....i think distance teaches values...not to them but to me...i understood how much they think of me...was really happy...thankful they have been there...trying to be more responsible to them...lets see...
what should i get...
imate jam
tissot watch
hard disk mp3 player
digital camera
exteranl hard drive
only god knows...i have to make up mind quick...
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Hurricanes in the Mind
had a mini cyclone here. trees uprooted and roads trashed. my room on the third floor flooded through the windows. it was an amazing experience. spend over 36 hours in the dark of the rainfall. wonder what it might have been in katrina.
wonder what it might have been to be lost in the rainy seas of our rainy cities. none were spared. new orleans to navi mumbai. first or third, in either world it seemed help wasnt as forthcoming as one would want. not from some outsider but from within. what made the ruling class seemingly in different to the needs of the suffering. we are democracies india and america, one the largest and the other the most powerful, but still we treat our masses much like the coal for the societal engine.
thankfully the all "powerful" vote bank in india is not subjected to the kind of betrayal served to the orleaners. people are just a picture, a moving frame, an illusioned mass given an elusive choice. they are governed but never by themselves. they are robbed and robbed. and above all they know it. the despicable acts of those demigods are not invisible to them.
while on the other hand, there seems to be a certain mirage created on the other end of the earth. people choose, people make, people break. but the carnivore atop the chain remains the same. disposable is the man who makes the law but the one who lobbies it, who impregnates the greedy desires of those already fortunate, who bears the fruit of those countless hours of contemplation is eternal.
is greed so strong that it can cause one to turn a deaf ear to the cries of suffering. is it power of lust or lust for power that defeats the conscience of the creme de la creme? or should it be creme de la crap? todays world, it seems, is not run for the progress and benefit of the human race. rather seems more a like an unending race for the most powerful human. these are the days when foreign policy is dictated by oil companies and trade agreements brokered by pharma majors. everything is for and because of the corporations. may be it is time they redefine what a nation is or who its citizens are. for a start, a nation should be a consortium of the largest corporations and the employees it citizens.
these pseudonations have their own constitutions with only one rule, duty and fundamental right. "the right to profit. this is reason enough to change the world, go to war. if there is a saturation of markets make new ones. and if there are no new ones, destroy the old ones and start all over. the green bills are more important than human lives. so take some if you have to. and if blood has to be spilt make sure its not yours, preferably buy it. if you want it grab it, all that is there was meant for you and you alone. there is no place or another. there is only one economy in this world and that is yours. only one people need to be happy and those are here."
under this clout, responsible governance is seen as food for the dog and responsible leaders mere puppets. gone are the days when policies were made and changed for the common good, where one nation was responsible not only to its citizens but also to the other peoples with which it shared this planet.
do we see what we do or is democracy a figment of a mad world's ever maddening quest for the ultimate illusion of choice? because what we pursue is to have control, to have established an association, to have made a decision. we make rules, we make laws, we create society and habit, and we pass diktats. either we have control or we dont. and when we dont we create for ourselves a shell of illusion where we seem to control everthing.
i think it is inherent in humans to think they know what they are doing while in most instances it is the opposite. like now i think i know what i am talking about but have no absolute idea where i am taking this. i am unhappy. angry to say the least. where are we headed? there was always the question. its only the shape of the answer that begins to worry me.
wonder what it might have been to be lost in the rainy seas of our rainy cities. none were spared. new orleans to navi mumbai. first or third, in either world it seemed help wasnt as forthcoming as one would want. not from some outsider but from within. what made the ruling class seemingly in different to the needs of the suffering. we are democracies india and america, one the largest and the other the most powerful, but still we treat our masses much like the coal for the societal engine.
thankfully the all "powerful" vote bank in india is not subjected to the kind of betrayal served to the orleaners. people are just a picture, a moving frame, an illusioned mass given an elusive choice. they are governed but never by themselves. they are robbed and robbed. and above all they know it. the despicable acts of those demigods are not invisible to them.
while on the other hand, there seems to be a certain mirage created on the other end of the earth. people choose, people make, people break. but the carnivore atop the chain remains the same. disposable is the man who makes the law but the one who lobbies it, who impregnates the greedy desires of those already fortunate, who bears the fruit of those countless hours of contemplation is eternal.
is greed so strong that it can cause one to turn a deaf ear to the cries of suffering. is it power of lust or lust for power that defeats the conscience of the creme de la creme? or should it be creme de la crap? todays world, it seems, is not run for the progress and benefit of the human race. rather seems more a like an unending race for the most powerful human. these are the days when foreign policy is dictated by oil companies and trade agreements brokered by pharma majors. everything is for and because of the corporations. may be it is time they redefine what a nation is or who its citizens are. for a start, a nation should be a consortium of the largest corporations and the employees it citizens.
these pseudonations have their own constitutions with only one rule, duty and fundamental right. "the right to profit. this is reason enough to change the world, go to war. if there is a saturation of markets make new ones. and if there are no new ones, destroy the old ones and start all over. the green bills are more important than human lives. so take some if you have to. and if blood has to be spilt make sure its not yours, preferably buy it. if you want it grab it, all that is there was meant for you and you alone. there is no place or another. there is only one economy in this world and that is yours. only one people need to be happy and those are here."
under this clout, responsible governance is seen as food for the dog and responsible leaders mere puppets. gone are the days when policies were made and changed for the common good, where one nation was responsible not only to its citizens but also to the other peoples with which it shared this planet.
do we see what we do or is democracy a figment of a mad world's ever maddening quest for the ultimate illusion of choice? because what we pursue is to have control, to have established an association, to have made a decision. we make rules, we make laws, we create society and habit, and we pass diktats. either we have control or we dont. and when we dont we create for ourselves a shell of illusion where we seem to control everthing.
i think it is inherent in humans to think they know what they are doing while in most instances it is the opposite. like now i think i know what i am talking about but have no absolute idea where i am taking this. i am unhappy. angry to say the least. where are we headed? there was always the question. its only the shape of the answer that begins to worry me.
Monday, October 03, 2005
phmmph!
got the k 750i...the pictures were shot with the phone's camera...the quality is satisfactory for a phone but leaves much to be desired...dunno if i will keep it..
exams in less than a month...got some text books to buy...perplexed over practically nothing...thats trademark sy for you
exams in less than a month...got some text books to buy...perplexed over practically nothing...thats trademark sy for you
phmmph!
got the k 750i. the pictures were shot with the phone's camera. the quality is satisfactory for a phone but leaves much to be desired. dont know if i will keep it.
exams in less than a month. got some text books to buy. perplexed over practically nothing. thats trademark sy for you.
exams in less than a month. got some text books to buy. perplexed over practically nothing. thats trademark sy for you.
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Tempora
this rueful rustic rusts
from within outside in oblivion.
this time spent is time lost
as each morrow becomes the day and each day the past
in the wait to be awakened
from the morbid web of silence.
life now is a cycle
of events that are meaningless.
the incertitude of this aimless mind
thoughtlessly constructs to lucifer.
from within outside in oblivion.
this time spent is time lost
as each morrow becomes the day and each day the past
in the wait to be awakened
from the morbid web of silence.
life now is a cycle
of events that are meaningless.
the incertitude of this aimless mind
thoughtlessly constructs to lucifer.
Monday, September 19, 2005
And i said
to be or not be
is not just a question
sometimes it is the very answer
it is the choice one has to make
a choice someone has to offer
it is a luxury of the one who knows
and the curse of the ignoramus
is not just a question
sometimes it is the very answer
it is the choice one has to make
a choice someone has to offer
it is a luxury of the one who knows
and the curse of the ignoramus
Sunday, September 18, 2005
Rocky's birthday
hell of a day today. exams are coming up in less than fifteen days and i have yet to buy some textbooks. something is going down the dumps but its ok i enjoyed wasting time today. managed as usual to while away most of the day. but the events towards the end made it worth the while.
was rocky's pre-birthday surprise 12 o clock party. not too many people, may be ten of us. rocky was on his way out of town and cut the cake at ten thirty and as with tradition there was a little bit of cake throwing at the birthday boy, but today for the first time it went really far. einstein and i caught terror and smeared his face with a load of red cream and i pulled of a fast one with einstein. he got back at me with a vengeance and then out of nowhere it started rain fanta and pepsi all over me. with in seconds the fever spread and everyone was throwing cake and drinks around the place. one thing led to another and all the people one by one were downed onto the dirty floor and their asses used to mop the crap on the floor. hilarious as it was we couldnt catch it on film as all of us ran out of film at the very instance someone said camera. but it was something worth remembering.
we just cleaned up the flat and left at one in the night. came back to the flat and then it was another quiet night. well almost. einstein decided to call one of his friends after the longest time. so i guess it was quite an eventful day. atleast by kkd standards it is.
well another thing though read something in india today on sania mirza. interesting stuff. have to wait and see if the girl finds what she is looking for. atleast some of us are getting somewhere. spoke to hq for almost an hour today. all seems fine.tenders have been approved so i should be the proud owner of a SE K750i. dont know yet if thats all i want. was playing on rubber's psp today and it was cool as hell.but then i have a history with these gadgets. love most of them but rarely decide which one to get. and also a psp would mean added burden of having to play games.
my interests seem to swing like crazy. not a day passes when i am not thinking of what i would like to do. thats another intrinsic error of my mental make up. if only there was some anti-fickle mind drug. maybe i should find one. but things here arent so great. running short of faculty and the inspiring teacher is almost extinct. quite contrary to what i need. but thats life.
was rocky's pre-birthday surprise 12 o clock party. not too many people, may be ten of us. rocky was on his way out of town and cut the cake at ten thirty and as with tradition there was a little bit of cake throwing at the birthday boy, but today for the first time it went really far. einstein and i caught terror and smeared his face with a load of red cream and i pulled of a fast one with einstein. he got back at me with a vengeance and then out of nowhere it started rain fanta and pepsi all over me. with in seconds the fever spread and everyone was throwing cake and drinks around the place. one thing led to another and all the people one by one were downed onto the dirty floor and their asses used to mop the crap on the floor. hilarious as it was we couldnt catch it on film as all of us ran out of film at the very instance someone said camera. but it was something worth remembering.
we just cleaned up the flat and left at one in the night. came back to the flat and then it was another quiet night. well almost. einstein decided to call one of his friends after the longest time. so i guess it was quite an eventful day. atleast by kkd standards it is.
well another thing though read something in india today on sania mirza. interesting stuff. have to wait and see if the girl finds what she is looking for. atleast some of us are getting somewhere. spoke to hq for almost an hour today. all seems fine.tenders have been approved so i should be the proud owner of a SE K750i. dont know yet if thats all i want. was playing on rubber's psp today and it was cool as hell.but then i have a history with these gadgets. love most of them but rarely decide which one to get. and also a psp would mean added burden of having to play games.
my interests seem to swing like crazy. not a day passes when i am not thinking of what i would like to do. thats another intrinsic error of my mental make up. if only there was some anti-fickle mind drug. maybe i should find one. but things here arent so great. running short of faculty and the inspiring teacher is almost extinct. quite contrary to what i need. but thats life.
Rocky's birthday
hell of a day today... exams are coming up in less than fifteen days and i have yet to buy some textbooks...something is going down the dumps but its ok i enjoyed wasting time today... managed as usual to while away most of the day...
events at the end of the day made it worth the while...
was rocky's pre-birthday surprise 12 o clock party...not too many people may be ten of us...rocky was on his way out of town and cut the cake at ten thirty and as with tradition there was a little bit of cake throwing at the birthday boy, but today for the first time it went really far...einstein and i caught terror and smeared his face with a load of red cream...and i pulled of a fast one with einstein...he got back with a load of cream and pinned me down...then out of nowhere it started rain fanta and pepsi all over me...with in seconds the fever spread and everyone was throwing cake and drinks around the place...one thing led to another and all the people one by one were downed onto the dirty floor and their asses used to mop the crap on the floor...hilarious as it was we couldnt catch it on film as all of us ran out of film at the very instance someone said camera...but it was something worth remembering...
we just cleaned up the flat and left at one in the night...came back to the flat...and then it was another quiet night...well almost....einstein decided to call one of his friends after the longest time...so i guess it was quite an eventful day...atleast by kkd standards it is...
well another thing though read something in india today on sania mirza...interesting stuff...have to wait and see if the girl finds what she is looking for...atleast some of us are getting somewhere...spoke to HQ for almost an hour today...all seems fine...tenders have been approved so i should be the proud owner of a SE K750i...dunno yet if thats all i want...was playing on rubber's psp today and was it cool as hell or what...but then i have a history with these gadgets....love most of them but rarely decide which one to get...and also a psp would mean added burden of having to play games...lol...
my interests seem to swing like crazy...not a day passes when i am not thinking of what i would like to do...thats another intrinsic error of my mental make up...if only there was some anti-fickle mind drug...maybe i should find one...but things here arent so great...unning short of faculty and the inspiring teacher is almost extinct...quite a contrast to what i need...but thats life...
events at the end of the day made it worth the while...
was rocky's pre-birthday surprise 12 o clock party...not too many people may be ten of us...rocky was on his way out of town and cut the cake at ten thirty and as with tradition there was a little bit of cake throwing at the birthday boy, but today for the first time it went really far...einstein and i caught terror and smeared his face with a load of red cream...and i pulled of a fast one with einstein...he got back with a load of cream and pinned me down...then out of nowhere it started rain fanta and pepsi all over me...with in seconds the fever spread and everyone was throwing cake and drinks around the place...one thing led to another and all the people one by one were downed onto the dirty floor and their asses used to mop the crap on the floor...hilarious as it was we couldnt catch it on film as all of us ran out of film at the very instance someone said camera...but it was something worth remembering...
we just cleaned up the flat and left at one in the night...came back to the flat...and then it was another quiet night...well almost....einstein decided to call one of his friends after the longest time...so i guess it was quite an eventful day...atleast by kkd standards it is...
well another thing though read something in india today on sania mirza...interesting stuff...have to wait and see if the girl finds what she is looking for...atleast some of us are getting somewhere...spoke to HQ for almost an hour today...all seems fine...tenders have been approved so i should be the proud owner of a SE K750i...dunno yet if thats all i want...was playing on rubber's psp today and was it cool as hell or what...but then i have a history with these gadgets....love most of them but rarely decide which one to get...and also a psp would mean added burden of having to play games...lol...
my interests seem to swing like crazy...not a day passes when i am not thinking of what i would like to do...thats another intrinsic error of my mental make up...if only there was some anti-fickle mind drug...maybe i should find one...but things here arent so great...unning short of faculty and the inspiring teacher is almost extinct...quite a contrast to what i need...but thats life...
Friday, September 16, 2005
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