Of times spent on US Foreign Policy

well today my exams ended. spm sucked. ten question ten marks each and three hours.
anyways screw that. spent the day with friends.

over dinner the usual conversation took place. einstein flipped and screwed the waiter multilingually. but then the topic soon shifted to something i wasnt expecting. mumu said he didnt like what i said about his business. well god knows what exactly i said but i couldnt bother less, i just cared to say what i thought and was probably even misunderstood. we all do a lot of things that anger others. so i have been on the receiving end and i am ok with giving once in a while. it was something that happened a week earlier. but anyways that lead to one thing and then another. and finally we were back talking about what us was doing around the world on its crusades. i was criticising the moves made by the country one after another. it didnt seem to please mumu, and even jafar was not too comfortable. finally mumu said i wasnt out of my "saudi" mindset. maybe. but then what ticked me off was one the reference to a saudi mindset. i begged to differ cause first there was nothing saudi about me or the opinion. two all i thought was that well there is something going on that needed to be changed. the way us was going about its business doing away with a lot of ethics and responsibility. i didnt understand why it was so difficult to change things when they claimed the intelligent american society did have an idea of the other side of this agenda.

anyway i realised that when you attack certain patriotic affiliations you would defend even if you were wrong. i would do the same. so i think i just hit the limit of the debate or may be i did push it. but irrespective of what anyone thinks what is going on is out there for the people to see and it is quite evident that these are the events that havent done any good. or brought changes the world wanted to see. but in this present unipolar world changes are not always/never for the benefit of all.

what goes up has to come down. so there is always a balance. there may be a time lag. but everything eventually eases out to a balance. or so i would convince myself.

i am strongly opinionated. argumentative. or so i have been told. but when i believe something to be true i do not yield unless there is some irrefutable proof put in my face. this is often not possible. so i cling to what i know and what i think is right. but yes in my criticism i may exceed a boundary. a bastard when called so is angered. may be it is a greater skill to put forth a criticism without inciting the unpleasant reaction of the other party. something i probably need to work on. anyways it was not too pleasant for me too. but hell these are my friends and i have to keep that in mind and everyone neednt think the way i do.
there are people out there who will agree with me.
who bear not to see the attrocities.
the unforbidden wishes of that tyrant.
and in it we all hope to see this change to a more responsible nation state.
which in all its protectionist policies does cater to do its bit to improve the world. (and i guess i should go to bed.)

anyway i have said enough to them and others on this useless topic...
there is an agenda and it will be pursued...sounds like something W would say..lol

so let it be....