hmmm. its been a while since i cared to update this space. been through exams in december and then went to kuwait in january. the trip was amazing. i met everybody after a long while and it was definitely worth it. all the others graduate next may and move onto jobs and stuff.
i dont know but i kinda felt irresponsible and felt the pressure build, to go on and be something but i guess there is still time for me so i shouldnt really worry from now. from what i hear thats what i will be doing for the rest my life anyway. well it was an experience though as it helped me put somethings in perspective. i got a few things cleared up in life. i was really glad to have the chance to step out and refocus on the issues at hand than all the other bullshit i keep thinking of doing.
but there is still more i need to learn and time is short. then there will soon be a crush in final year when burden will increase and it will help to have the focus gained.
but i already feel the pep fading. the bloody atmosphere here does it to you. lets you wander aimlessly. therefore more and more energy is spent on useless pursuits. these days surfing the cyber waves and cricket. it is 4 am and what am i doing up. well time is abundant and there is no necessity to work. end result? layers of fat (physical and mental). i have got to change this and find a feasible routine. hahaha. yeah right. three and half years it has taken me and i doubt i will find it now. i will retire for the night or rather morning shall we say.
pray for world peace... :)
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